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the drugged

Name Joe
Birthdate 06.21.84
Class Rat.Cancer
Dx Schizophrenia; undifferentiated
Dosage Vicoden 50 mg QID
Physician Anya Lim
I am worth $10.00

i once loved

1. Sex
2. Drugs
3. Alcohol
4. Pain
5. Chocolate Cake

my daily dosage

Rome-ee
Andrei
Tina
Anya
the mermaid
the photoshop
the hidden mickey
the child prodigy
the doctors clinic
milo freeman
brownglasses
jaymi

the healing process

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10 thank you's from an old friend /
Saturday, February 05, 2005

dear old friend;

How are you doing? Its been a while since we last saw each other. Never a day goes by that I do not think of you and the wonderful memories we've shared. I have missed you so much. I miss having coffee with you. I miss our long talks and especially miss our countless spur of the moment adventures. Why cant we just go back to where we once were? Why cant we just stay insane and be moronic like we always do?

It breaks my heart to see "us" fall apart and it saddens me how we go on with our lives without each other in it. You always told me that we have to live our lives separately sooner or later but i never thought that your sooner is today. I guess I never saw that one coming.

I want to take this latitude to also say thank you. I know I've said it one to many times and maybe you're getting tired of hearing it. Why is this one any different you might ask, guess this time I really mean it.

Thank you for making me laugh and unknowingly making me cry.
Thank you for always trying to be there when I needed you the most and at times when im faking it.
Thank you for sticking up for me even when you know I'm pointless.
Thank you for the hordes of fun whenever I'm bleak and worst when I'm deranged.
Thank you for putting up with all my drama
Thank you for making me that scarf eventhough its too gay for me to wear in public.
Thank you for treasuring our friendship.
Thank you for teaching me how to hold my head up high.
Thank you for simply giving a damn whenever I dont.
Thank you for giving me hope and yes, for being my strength.

I could go on all night but I have to end it somewhere before I get all sissy and sentimental and start to burst in luscious "fruitty" flavors. Antz, Rony, Gada or Argel, I promised my self that never again will I be jealous because I know that what we have is special. I know we'll still be friends after this and that this is just me growing up. I want you to know that I love you and that I'll always love you nonetheless. Again, thanks for everything. Old friend-



i took a shot.
11:53 PM

4 prescribe me a different pill.

Comments:
Real friendships dont drift away through time, they bloom even more in distance and in the absence of one another. Nothing can ever break the bond of OLD FRIENDS.. nothing and no one.

Each individuality is celebrated and revealed to one's self alone when time for solitude is given... Cherish every moment of knowing yourself better.. for yes, you are growing each day. And your OLD FRIENDS appreciate so much more the person that you have become. They think about you, constantly talk about you for you have always been present in their lives as well... =)
# posted by Anonymous Anonymous : 12:52 PM
 
antz?! I know its you... well, antz or not I just want to say thank you. I've been waiting for someone to tell me that everything is going to be a-ok and it had to come from a person I dont even know. Thank you for bitch slapping me and for giving me the reality i wanted so bad. Thank you for saying the things I've been longing to hear-

question... are you a psychiatrist? coz if you are, will you be my shrink? haha! trust me on this one, I had a very shitty day and reading your comment on my blog was so worth it. Once again, thank you-
# posted by Blogger joey : 7:06 PM
 
bwahahahahah!! you got me laughing there!! cant stop!! haha.. yeah its me trying to keep my identity a secret still? jOk! i know you'd recognize me!!

not really my profession and i dont really know if i should take it as a complement or the other.. but my friends tell me i actually have the "gift"... hmm. (for a while that sounded scary to me)

im a fellow bisaya bay noh! and ive been actually wanting to meet you!! nameet ko na chaching (saree the retard, nyx the geisha girl, and ynna the bitchy soulsister) except the famous joe who actually baptized the group? oh! i have heard soo much about you!! so many great, funny, irritating, corny and dramatic stories! and yeah.. you are so much missed you know.. not one moment that your name wasnt mentioned every time im with them! wish could meet you soOn joe! magbisaya niya ta! at first i thought id get intimidated.. but everytime i check out your entries.. i feel i understand a bit of yoU!

so there, me and my long letters again!! ayo ayo bay ha? take it easy on yoU!it was nice that somehow i was able to lift you up in a little way! GODBLESS!
# posted by Anonymous Anonymous : 10:51 PM
 
joe! was supposed to comment on this one right after i read it but the stupid system was cut! anyway! i miss you so much...

won't write something long, i believe antz was able to tell you how much you mean to us.

we love you so much joe, i hope you feel it every single day... friday... ash wednseday... black saturday... sunday... EVERYDAY!

i hope to see you soon darling... wanna talk to you! as in i miss being stupid with you... i think i need that too, for me to be able to feel young agian... been feeling really old lately becuase of my thesis.. oh well...

i love you so much! i miss you so much!!! wont get tired of telling you this things! cause i really really do!

hope to see you soon my drama princess!!!
# posted by Blogger sisters : 10:44 PM
 
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